last updated: July 5, 2025
Working on...
I've been working on my own coding language, Sugarcoat! Check it out in my github. It's hard, though, especially with bugs and stuff, I'm certain the current build has lots, actually.
I'm thinking I should get back to working on Nuclear Custom Night though. I've been taking a break for a while now but I have to get back at it sometime.
Games!!!
Man, Persona 3 is soooooo good. I played it a while ago by now, but I can definitely say that it's a masterpiece. Honestly could work as my favorite game of all time, especially the story. Even though I sometimes got bored by Tartarus it was still soooo worth it. Even more now with Reload! If you haven't played it yet, I 300% recommend it.
Talking about Persona, I'm getting back to playing Persona 4. Took a break from it but, well, it's Persona overall. Have to play more of The Phantom X and Strikers tho, been leaving Strikers off for a while and 5x just came out not too long ago. I don't like some of the mechanics but it's gacha ofc so what can you do. Still Persona so still peak anyway.
Music!1!1!!11
Clone Clone by Atena is sooooooo good, I recommend giving it a listen. I genuinely love the chorus sm, it's like, so peak. Also Pearto appears, so how can it NOT be peak. And while we're talking about Vocaloid, that one new Pinocchio-P song about Mr. T or whatever is also real good, even tho I'm not normally TOO much into Pinocchio's songs, I can confirm it is, in fact, peak.
I've also been listening to Color Your Night from P3R whenever I go outside and it's dark, and same with When The Moon's Reaching out Stars when it's daytime. They're sooooo good, Persona genuinely changes lives methinks. At least 3 helped a lot on my outlook on life. I wuv you Makoto Yuki.
Obsessions rn
- Coding
- FNAF
- Persona
Feeling...
It's been weird lately. I feel like I'm between feeling content and depressed at the same time. Ig mood flows are a common thing over in my head but it gets frustrating sometimes especially because my motivation goes away from everything. Even a passion project like NCN keeps getting it being worked on delayed because of it even tho I really love it.
Doesn't help that I can hear family tension from a mile away without feeling able to express how I feel about stuff like that anyway. Maybe because opinions always felt a bit buried away for me. I'm saddened seeing my little brother starting to feel the same way without being able to do anything about it.
Getting a break from school and focusing more on stuff I *DO* have motivation on feels nice though. Crazy how I feel stressed without anything to stress about though.